chipped paint

The cracking paint gives way in patterned flakes
revealing dark bones of this weathered porch.
The last coat I laid on I hoped would last,
but again undress it with a blade and torch.

The naked wood has beauty but nude flesh
can never stay or snarling wolves will come
and snap and gnaw until all flesh gives way
and keen regret leaves beauty still and numb.

My bones grow tired as scraping takes its toll
and fingers cramp and knees on floor rebel;
and even though this peeling has its charms
my arms and joints will make me rest a spell.

This time I hope the perfect paint remains
for I have had enough of chipping’s pains.

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fluid


I waddle in
	hip waders
		in the sun
			in the water
			clear
			bright
				sun 
		on the sandy bottom
				vivid
				fresh, alive, startling
				liquid light
					darts everywhere
						tagging minnows
Stretching dark cable from heavy overhanging limb
			to brace post against pull of boat
			to keep the boat off the dock
			whenever a ship passes
				sucking all away	
				tossing all back in a rush
A swallow swoops overhead in a long parabolic swing
I wonder why I worry about anything. 


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Saviours

Sitting drinking
liquid iodine solution
every half hour
writing verse and scanning
stale magazines
makes me think of
the state of the plastic floor
and the echo of
voices and utensils
in the hospital cafeteria
down the hall
and whether my body
like our garden is sprouting
some new growth
some scattered seed
brought in by the wind
some new thing that slept
under the leprous snow
while we were celebrating
year’s end darkness.

And if there is something
some cell mutating
gorging on my insides again
and if they can
cut it away again
or burn it out
what will be the purpose
of all this intricate machinery
this terror, angst and dread?

If we sick are heroically
snatched from the jaws
the very claws of a
dandelion infestation
to go home and watch TV
maybe we shouldn’t be.

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