{"id":85,"date":"2006-04-06T11:14:14","date_gmt":"2006-04-06T16:14:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2006\/03\/26\/returning\/"},"modified":"2007-03-07T10:10:50","modified_gmt":"2007-03-07T15:10:50","slug":"returning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2006\/04\/06\/returning\/","title":{"rendered":"Returning"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p><em>When Ulysses finally reached that homeward shore<br \/>\nIt was alien to him, for the land had grown sere<br \/>\nAnd his servants knew him not . . .<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I asked the question again, pointing across<br \/>\nthe small lake at the massive hill: &#8220;Are you sure<br \/>\nyou never heard of a ski club over there?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The clerk, possibly all of thirteen, regarded me<br \/>\ncautiously. &#8220;No, but I heard there was<br \/>\na hiking club there once when my father was in school.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She looked at me for a moment<br \/>\nwith the same noncommital smile<br \/>\nshe gave to all the tourists<br \/>\nand then repeated her question:<br \/>\n&#8220;Would you like anything? Hot dog?<br \/>\nHamburger? Coke\u2122 Ice cream bar?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Thanks, no,&#8221; I said, and headed out<br \/>\nto find the place just a half hour hike<br \/>\naround the lake, the ski hill<br \/>\nwhere I had spent my entire youth<br \/>\nevery northern winter weekend.<\/p>\n<p>The great hill towered above me<br \/>\njust as years before it had dominated<br \/>\nthe trees above us as we had hacked out<br \/>\na road through the bush around the lake<br \/>\nIn winter you could look across the ice<br \/>\nand see roughly brushed in jagged strokes<br \/>\namong dark trees the steep white twisting trails<br \/>\nI had learned on, competed on, worked on<br \/>\nthrough steaming summer and bone-cold winter<br \/>\nwith horses and augers and hammers and saws<br \/>\nand had strung copper cable we had harvested<br \/>\non climbing stirrups from abandoned power lines<br \/>\nand dragged in supplies and built the tiny chalet<br \/>\nand tow-line and when finally winter came<br \/>\nwe stomped in  weekend mornings and coaxed<br \/>\nthe frozen oil drum stove to send the sweet smoke<br \/>\nof cedar, birch, tamarack, jackpine up the stovepipe<br \/>\nand over the silent endless coniferous woods<br \/>\nthen nursed the cantankerous ski tow&#8217;s old gas motor<br \/>\nand ate frozen sandwiches and icy apples somewhere<br \/>\nwhite and silent dusted by cascades of crystals<br \/>\nencouraged by breezes to simplify our patterned wool toques<br \/>\nit had to be here somewhere in the tangle of<br \/>\nwild twisted bush that hampered detoured me<br \/>\nthrough unfamiliar muskeg and ancient roadless wilderness<br \/>\nI came upon swampy remains of a rotting plank duckwalk<br \/>\nand at one point a weathered broken sign,<br \/>\nlying half-under a fallen tree: &#8220;Kirkla \u2014 king Club&#8221;<br \/>\nthere was nothing else but bush and swamp<br \/>\nno hut, no ski shack no towline no trails<br \/>\na little farther on, I came upon a clear narrow trail<br \/>\nthat meandered over to the lake opposite the camp grounds<br \/>\nit featured a wealth of unpicked blueberries sweet and ripe<br \/>\nbut although it was well-travelled I had to duck in places<br \/>\nFinally I realized when I reached the beach<br \/>\nand saw water just starting to fill in large fresh<br \/>\nbear tracks that I had to retreat.<br \/>\nCautiously but quickly I headed back to the camp<br \/>\nlayers of wood and water had grown over<br \/>\nmy youth; there was really nothing left there:<br \/>\nno pyramids, no tombs, no bodies no<br \/>\nrecords \u2014 no place, just<br \/>\nwhat I hold in my heart<br \/>\nand bring to life in dreams<br \/>\non my sweet island.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When Ulysses finally reached that homeward shore It was alien to him, for the land had grown sere And his servants knew him not . . . 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