{"id":748,"date":"2007-12-13T23:33:44","date_gmt":"2007-12-14T04:33:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2007\/12\/13\/locked-out\/"},"modified":"2007-12-13T23:33:44","modified_gmt":"2007-12-14T04:33:44","slug":"locked-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2007\/12\/13\/locked-out\/","title":{"rendered":"locked out"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The moon is shining in my eyes<br \/>\nI can tell because the kid<br \/>\nat the end of the alley<br \/>\nsuddenly washes out<br \/>\nand I&#8217;m awake again.<\/p>\n<p>Now the rest of the night<br \/>\nlies around me like<br \/>\na fetid swamp:<br \/>\nI am mired in it up to my waist<br \/>\nand sleep is inside<br \/>\non the other side of the door.<\/p>\n<p>My pajamas hang on me<br \/>\nlike prison garb;<br \/>\nthrough the windows<br \/>\ninside is freedom<br \/>\npeople are blissfully<br \/>\nunaware that I am<br \/>\nbeing held illegally<br \/>\nin this swamp<br \/>\nI am locked out<br \/>\nwith no escape.<\/p>\n<p>My chest is weighted down<br \/>\nbreathing is part of the torture<br \/>\nmy feet are freezing and<br \/>\nthe swamp is not on any map<br \/>\nthere is no end<br \/>\nto this place,<br \/>\nno rescue will come<br \/>\nno lawyer will call<br \/>\nno embassy staff:<br \/>\nit is a life sentence<br \/>\nthis solitude.<\/p>\n<p>And the daytime<br \/>\nthat comes once every century<br \/>\nbecomes less real<br \/>\nas my brain pays the price<br \/>\nof this still sentence.<\/p>\n<p>The guard is asleep:<br \/>\nthe door stays locked.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The moon is shining in my eyes I can tell because the kid at the end of the alley suddenly washes out and I&#8217;m awake again. Now the rest of the night lies around me like a fetid swamp: I &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2007\/12\/13\/locked-out\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[997,201,200],"class_list":["post-748","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","tag-aging","tag-health","tag-sleep"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/748","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=748"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/748\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=748"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=748"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=748"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}