{"id":4440,"date":"2017-07-16T00:24:57","date_gmt":"2017-07-16T04:24:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/?p=4440"},"modified":"2017-07-16T00:27:23","modified_gmt":"2017-07-16T04:27:23","slug":"eyes-wide","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2017\/07\/16\/eyes-wide\/","title":{"rendered":"Eyes Wide"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[To be spoken]<\/p>\n<p>Hello, my name is Doug, and I&#8217;m an addict.<\/p>\n<p>My parents were to blame, because that day in 1937,<br \/>\nthey urged me to inhale slash exhale.<br \/>\nAnd, wouldn&#8217;t you know it, one inhale slash exhale,<br \/>\nand I was ever-lovin&#8217; hard-rock hooked.<\/p>\n<p>Oxygen, first slash last my drug of choice:<br \/>\none sip, one deep inhale, and I couldn&#8217;t \u2014<br \/>\nresist slash stop.<\/p>\n<p>Dawn to oxygen-fueled dawn<br \/>\nI forged my days in dragon-tree&#8217;s fiery blasts<br \/>\nmy fading pewter helmet: testament to that orgy.<br \/>\n(For a while there was a chin-strap?)<\/p>\n<p>Painful side-effects slash cons include<\/p>\n<p>That the dawn-drawn sun \u2014\u00a0emerging from the molten river<br \/>\nlike a bronze eye staring at my noodling slash paranoia<br \/>\nthen sinking at day&#8217;s end behind royal rags of sky\u00a0\u2014<br \/>\nplays such painful mortal music in my core.<\/p>\n<p>And the terrible beauty of the silence cuts me:<br \/>\nin the rooms, after voices, giggles in the dark, fade away,<br \/>\nthen I can inhale the stark quintessence<br \/>\nof the beating heart of earth and hear the breath<br \/>\nthat hums over the strings of a spider&#8217;s cello.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps in years to come (between bagpipe duets slash soliloquies)<br \/>\nsome of you will sit here listening to the silences.<br \/>\nSome will slash can not, but today, my friends and loves:<br \/>\ntoday I say life is a gas that drifts away:<br \/>\ninhale deeply slash exhale.<\/p>\n<p>July 15, 2017<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2014\/01\/25\/snug\/versesq\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-3898\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-3898\" src=\"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/versesq-150x150.png\" alt=\"verse logo\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/versesq-150x150.png 150w, https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/versesq-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/versesq.png 500w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I wrote this to read at my 80th birthday party, but passed because I decided it was too something slash other for the occasion. #1152 <a href=\"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2017\/07\/16\/eyes-wide\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[25,3],"tags":[997,1002,121],"class_list":["post-4440","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-dramatic-monologue","category-poetry","tag-aging","tag-family","tag-st-lawrence-river"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4440","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4440"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4440\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4444,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4440\/revisions\/4444"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4440"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4440"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4440"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}