{"id":2689,"date":"2009-12-07T23:31:37","date_gmt":"2009-12-08T04:31:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/?p=2689"},"modified":"2009-12-09T00:16:45","modified_gmt":"2009-12-09T05:16:45","slug":"awake","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2009\/12\/07\/awake\/","title":{"rendered":"awake"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In the partly human, partly fungal state<br \/>\nbetween sleeping and waking<br \/>\nhe abandons the tangled sheets,<br \/>\ndismisses the drama that knotted them,<br \/>\npivots to a shadowy perch at the edge<br \/>\nof the bed. He wants to flex his limbs,<br \/>\nperhaps fly, perhaps astonish.<!--more--><br \/>\nHis feet numb, stumps: they could not<br \/>\nrun, can hardly walk; the carpeted planks<br \/>\nare too cold and mindful:<\/p>\n<p>elbows on knees,<br \/>\nhands cup forehead like golf ball on tee.<br \/>\nIf he were sitting barefoot at the summit<br \/>\nof a mountain or on a beach at water&#8217;s edge,<br \/>\nhe could have no less intent than at this<br \/>\nmuddled instant in which the universe presents<br \/>\nno answer nor any question.<\/p>\n<p><em>Step aside: light a cigarette, figure it out.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>He does not light a cigarette; perhaps that<br \/>\nis the problem: he has no partly human, partly<br \/>\nfungal ritual to fall back on, no template for<br \/>\naction; perhaps if he nibbles<br \/>\nhis fingernails (or a little fungus ) he will find<br \/>\nthe path on which to stumble for the rest<br \/>\nof the night. Uncompromising horizontal<br \/>\ndaylight brings clarity<br \/>\nsometimes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For some people, and I am one of them, sleep is an elusive and frustrating necessity. (#996) <a href=\"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2009\/12\/07\/awake\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[45,3,416],"tags":[205,823,822],"class_list":["post-2689","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-aging","category-poetry","category-thoughts-below-ground","tag-pain","tag-semiconsciousness","tag-stress"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2689","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2689"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2689\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2689"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2689"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2689"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}