{"id":1978,"date":"2009-09-11T19:21:47","date_gmt":"2009-09-11T23:21:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/?p=1978"},"modified":"2009-09-13T07:53:28","modified_gmt":"2009-09-13T11:53:28","slug":"finding","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2009\/09\/11\/finding\/","title":{"rendered":"finding"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Oh, and would you bring something to read for us?&#8221;<br \/>\n\u2014 The postscript that kills.<\/p>\n<p>The voice on the phone had invited me<br \/>\nto sit in a coffee shop<br \/>\nearly on a Sunday afternoon<br \/>\nand be interviewed<br \/>\nfor television.<\/p>\n<p>I should have known:<!--more--><br \/>\nI had seen her at gala intermissions<br \/>\nfollowed by a camera crew<br \/>\nshouting questions<br \/>\nat outrageously coiffed celebrities<br \/>\nwho presumably had<br \/>\nmore interesting opinions<br \/>\nthen we jabbering peons<br \/>\nfrom the cheap seats.<\/p>\n<p>Now, it would seem,<br \/>\neither everyone worthwhile<br \/>\nhad canceled out<br \/>\nor I had stopped<br \/>\ndrooling on the street.<\/p>\n<p>What would I read for &#8220;us&#8221;?<br \/>\nThere is no shortage of material;<br \/>\nI have reams of pages<br \/>\non which my words appear.<br \/>\nBut now I have to decide<br \/>\nwhich of these pages<br \/>\nmakes me feel enthusiastic<br \/>\nenough to read it aloud<br \/>\nbut not feel threatened<br \/>\nby the compulsion<br \/>\nof some god of writing<br \/>\nto punish the babblings<br \/>\nof idiots, morons, and fools.<br \/>\nA fool I do not mind being;<br \/>\nthere is something forgivable<br \/>\nabout being a fool.<br \/>\nI guess I fear most<br \/>\nthat the writing CSI team<br \/>\nwill analyze the evidence<br \/>\nthen prove that<br \/>\nwhat was committed here<br \/>\nwas not poetry but nonsense.<!--more--><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The poet reacts to an invitation to be interviewed for television. (#908) <a href=\"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2009\/09\/11\/finding\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9,10,3,416],"tags":[101,676,341],"class_list":["post-1978","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-on-poetry","category-on-the-process-of-writing","category-poetry","category-thoughts-below-ground","tag-fear","tag-interviews","tag-television"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1978","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1978"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1978\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1978"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1978"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1978"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}