{"id":159,"date":"2006-05-20T23:44:44","date_gmt":"2006-05-21T03:44:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2006\/05\/20\/supper\/"},"modified":"2014-10-02T21:43:38","modified_gmt":"2014-10-03T01:43:38","slug":"supper","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/riverwriter.ca\/wordcurrents\/2006\/05\/20\/supper\/","title":{"rendered":"supper"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p><em>I believe this piece is going to undergo a few changes in the next little while<\/em>.<em> I notice a few things I would like to reconsider . . . Edit 1 May 21, 2006\u00a0 Edit 2 Oct 2, 2014<br \/>\n<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>pot roast peas carrots and potatoes<br \/>\nwith onions and dumplings<\/p>\n<p>like a sinuous dancer and her retinue on a familiar tour of the rooms<br \/>\nthe scent of simmered beef, sweet carrots, celery and onions<br \/>\nand something else, something musky-bitter<br \/>\nslowly insinuated itself through the busy kitchen<!--more--><br \/>\nout to the livingroom with its slip-covered furniture and slowly ticking clock<br \/>\npast the warm chrome and blue steel coal-fired stove<br \/>\nthe photos on the tables the chipped figurines on the high places<br \/>\nsniffing out the time-beiged textured flowered wallpaper<br \/>\nnosing up the scuffed chipped mouldings<br \/>\npadding up the wool carpet runnered stairs<br \/>\nslithering around the simple square bannister spindles<br \/>\nghostly flowing along the short dark corridor<br \/>\nswirling through each rectangular invitation into<br \/>\nmy sister&#8217;s room and mine her door slightly ajar showing<br \/>\ndried palm fronds on pastel pictures of the saints in guilty gilt frames<br \/>\nthen through mine half open investigated rumpled clothes behind my door<br \/>\ntoday&#8217;s practice sweatshirt, jock and socks handkerchief<br \/>\nand over to my nose my hungry nose reluctant nose<br \/>\ndown the olfactory passages up the sensors into the brain<br \/>\npenetrating the image of the thing swaying in the kitchen near<br \/>\nour mother silently looking over her sagging shoulder at the timer ticking<br \/>\nslowing turning on its temporal spit roasting in its hell flames<br \/>\nturning towards the culmination when all crimes officially<br \/>\nwould be forgotten while homework stacked on my desk on hers<br \/>\nhad our brains on automatic listening for the creaking stairs<br \/>\nthe stumble the door closing the long drilling of pee into the toilet<br \/>\nthe interminable squeaking of floorboards outside the closed door or not<\/p>\n<p>the raised invocation to the cloisters for penance before meals<br \/>\nimages of the saints all curvy females roasting saucily on spits<br \/>\nover fires in the Colloseum before the rollicking mob of Rome<br \/>\nwrithing sensually in rags ripping as we all watched<br \/>\nin fascination as more and more lovely nubile flesh expose<br \/>\na thigh a shoulder the side of a breast a nipple a beseeching<br \/>\neye I would rescue her run through the screaming mob leap into the<br \/>\narena kill the lions break the chains that spread her thighs<br \/>\nand yes yes yes the area just below her softly curving belly yes yes yes<br \/>\nuh supper sure be right there (quick a handkerchief)<\/p>\n<p>In the chapel the table is spread with our simple meal<br \/>\nboiled buttered chunks of ah turnip stewed potatoes onions<br \/>\ncarrots celery I have a piece of bay leaf still hard after all that<br \/>\ndumplings puffy pungent hot chewy peppered salted gravied<br \/>\nwe shall give thanks for this meal your mother has prepared<br \/>\nand the pope of Himself yawn on about the wonderful mother<br \/>\nmeal that we would have helped her with if he hadn&#8217;t sent us to<br \/>\nour rooms for whatever was still standing over his shoulder<br \/>\nand looking over ours as he stared at my sister&#8217;s pimples<br \/>\nand ordered her to wash her face you digust me.<\/p>\n<p>There is a place in hell<br \/>\nits name is detail<br \/>\nits name is picayune<br \/>\nits name is clarity of cruelty<br \/>\nits name is dread<\/p>\n<p>Out and down in the arena saint sweet innocence writhes spread saucily naked<br \/>\nin chains for our viewing and eating pleasure<br \/>\nI envy her that she has earned pity, admiration, martyrdom<br \/>\nwe know she has suffered we admit that being ripped apart does it<br \/>\nshe is the genesis of a million masturbations that reenact the mob&#8217;s<br \/>\ndelerium let&#8217;s throw away another life for fun down more roast beef<br \/>\nswill a beverage run through the streets ram our cars into our aircraft into<br \/>\nlet&#8217;s run riot let&#8217;s get rid of let&#8217;s yes yes yes yes yes<\/p>\n<p>but oh my sister what happened to you a frown an unkind word huh<br \/>\nthere are no marks on skin but deep inside the fist of wroth<br \/>\nhas started yanking kneading separating the tender flesh<br \/>\nand preparing the yellow festered malignancy that is to come<br \/>\nthat will drive each of us in turn into hospitals and desperation<br \/>\noh do not let them see you cry, but you and I may weep<br \/>\nand die a little at a time in private lamentations in our separated cells<br \/>\npot roast peas carrots and potatoes<br \/>\nwith onions and dumplings<br \/>\nlet us give thanks to Thee O Lord<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I believe this piece is going to undergo a few changes in the next little while. I notice a few things I would like to reconsider . . . 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